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Depressed

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Been wonder what's wrong lately. As the sun goes down, my mood seems to follow suit. All the emotions just come back to me.  I start thinking about all the memories I've shared with my friends, and realising how I will never have these memories again, because those friends just vanished from my life. They aren't really gone but we are no longer that close. I remember telling my problems to them, but now I just keep everything to myself because I no longer have that close friend to share anything personal to. Yesterday night, I talked to one of my primary school friends about how much I missed our primary school moments. I know I shouldn't keep thinking about it, but to be honest, I was happier, stronger and much more carefree back then. It's like I had nothing to worry about.  When I entered secondary school life, everything just turned upside-down. Nothing was the same anymore. A new environment, without my close friends, I had to start anew. I started makin...

November

How are your holidays so far? For me, I guess this month will be a really hectic month because  I've got lots of trainings and preparations to do for the upcoming competition at the end of this month.  It's probably going to be a pretty wearisome month, but I guess all the time spent will be really worth it. Because I believe, my teammates will do a really great job during the competition.  There's one thing that has been really bothering me though. That is, my teammates are all so good and I'm like the lousiest there. Feeling so stress about it but hopefully I won't be a burden during the competition and drag that down. With that being said, I should work harder and train myself more too. Okay, first before I go on, let me talk about the competition first. Basically this competition is a 5 days 4 nights camp. It's a really major event that is held every 2 years, and many schools will be attending it. In this camp, we will be tested on our pioneering, oriente...