Thankful

People. Some might choose to stay while some might choose to leave. It's pretty hard to predict who will stay and who will leave. I guess, in order to know, you just got to risk it. If you are lucky enough, you'll be able to find friends who will stick by your side no matter what happens and well, if you are not, then you'll probably just lose a friend and feel sad for quite sometime.

Anyway let's just get to the main point. I believe they have appeared shit loads of time in my blog, but this isn't an excuse to make them stop appearing. So here it goes, let's welcome BAEKYEOLHAN once again! Looking at our lame name you probably think that we only come together because of exo. The answer is a big fat no. Because we have been friends for 9 years and we are reaching our 10 years mark soon.

These two girls right here, as you can see, has always been there for me when I needed someone, and they were always there to pick me up when I fall. I must say, I'm really really thankful for the both of them.

I always told myself, there are friends who I can have fun with, friends who I can confide in and friends who I can picture walking down with ten years down the road. There was never a dull moment when I'm with the both of them. Whenever I needed help they, would give me advice and encourage me. Whenever I feel sad and troubled, they would cheer me up and even threaten to hit the person who made me sad. And who will know you so well, that when you try to indirect your thoughts and they just know who you are talking about. Also who will know you well enough to know that you want pasta when you say you wanted pizza. You know, I can never ever imagine my life without them.

When I was in primary school, I often called BYUN and we would take for hours. I swear, we were very much talking rubbish and it's just never ending. And as for LUGE we definitely didn't start of well, I sort of had a love-hate relationship with her, but I'm glad that we got over it and became friends.

Though I might be in different school from the both of them now, but that doesn't mean that we will drift apart. Just look at us! All of us have different schedules and our own friends, yet we still managed to find time for one another.

I cannot express how bless I am to be able to meet the both of them, like seriously. They are like sisters I never had. Whenever I go out with them, I can be whoever I want to be, which is really comfortable! Also, I'm glad that I always get the chance to be the youngest whenever I'm with them, I'm really the youngest anyway.

To me, they are like sisters I've never had. In primary school, I wasn't really in good terms with my brothers and that kind of made me dread about siblings. Thanks to them, I changed my opinion about it for they always showed love and care to me like how older siblings do.

I can never thank them enough for whatever they have done for me and I can also never repay them enough.

I probably don't do much to show I really feel towards them for I'm not a very expressive person. Yes, I may be good at expressing my feelings out but I just can't seem to express affection. I'm never ever the type of girl who goes around hugging my friends and say 'I love you'. Nope, and I guess I will never be.

For now, what I guess would be the best thing for me to do is to send a "notice" to their secondary school friends.

To their secondary school friends,These two girls, are like super duper precious to me. Because without them, there wouldn't be the Jing Yi everyone knew today. Anyway, I'm really thankful to you guys for always being there for them when I can't do it. Thankful that you guys always try to spend time to them when they need support and I couldn't be there. Thank you for treating my girls well. So please, never ever make any single one of them sad, because when they do, I don't feel good too. Overall, I'm grateful for you guys though I don't personally know you all.

As for LUGE and BYUN,I've said almost whatever I want up there, I mean I can't really express well, but I hope you get what I mean ye hhahahahaha. Ten years down the road, I can picture us having our kids running around playing with each other, while we just chill and talk about how our kids will marry each other okay. I'm sorry for the times when I weren't there when you guys needed me and for being a very very bad friend! I promise, I'll make more time in the future! Thank you for listening to all my rants when I needed to let it all out, all my spazzings, all my heartaches, my everything. Kind of miss the times when you all just come over and chill! Sigh O's are just next year though :/ Confirm no time come over one :( Nevermind, after O's okay! And anyway we'll only be like 2 stations or just 8 digits apart! No matter what happens in the future, we are gonna walk through it together! Everyday, I'll be praying for you girls though I'm a free-thinker hahaha. Stay healthy alright? Whatever you do, stay healthy because we have to grow old together like what we've said in the past. Let's make MANY MANY bucket list before we die okay! Love you!