Sucks
At times like this, I can't help but think how pathetic my life is. Nothing seems to be going right, I feel like nowadays I keep bringing people not smiles nor laughter but irritation, anger, and sadness. I don't know whether it's me who brought such state to myself or people have simply stopped giving a damn about me. I feel so damn tired of everything and to add on, I think I'm falling sick soon. Every aspect of my life was going well a few weeks before I had my O's. I guess I had it too well and that's why everything is going downhill. When O's was approaching, things started to get bad, I felt unhappy but I kept it to myself thinking that everything will be fine after awhile. Not understanding why and how things just got so bad now that I can't seem to see the end of this misery. Telling my friends about my problem used to be the way to make me feel better, but somehow I can never find the right time nor the right person to say my problems to. I...