School Is Tough.
Life definitely became harder and the stress is real. I don't show it, but I really do feel stress whenever my classmates complete their homework. It's like, I'm an outcast if I don't complete my homework. A total opposite situation of what I encounter back in ZHSS. It's about 2 months into my new school, I've adapted well but I can't stop making references back to my previous school. I'm trying to complete all the homework I have on hand, but the old me keeps appearing. I keep procrastinating and doing useless stuff. I just can't seem to sit down quietly for an hour to just study. It's so difficult for me. I'm constantly sleeping during lectures and I know it's bad. I told myself that I will revise at home, but no. I don't see it happening. I honestly hope I can start to buck up because honestly, I don't wish to retain and spend an extra year in YJC. I can't wait to get out of this hell hole though the people in it are grea...