School Is Tough.

Life definitely became harder and the stress is real. I don't show it, but I really do feel stress whenever my classmates complete their homework. It's like, I'm an outcast if I don't complete my homework. A total opposite situation of what I encounter back in ZHSS. It's about 2 months into my new school, I've adapted well but I can't stop making references back to my previous school.

 I'm trying to complete all the homework I have on hand, but the old me keeps appearing. I keep procrastinating and doing useless stuff. I just can't seem to sit down quietly for an hour to just study. It's so difficult for me. I'm constantly sleeping during lectures and I know it's bad. I told myself that I will revise at home, but no. I don't see it happening. I honestly hope I can start to buck up because honestly, I don't wish to retain and spend an extra year in YJC. I can't wait to get out of this hell hole though the people in it are great. It's just the studies part.

 Many of my friends miss their secondary school life a lot too. I guess secondary school life is really memorable for a lot of us, so I should probably stop being so bitter about coming to JC.

 It's alright guys, I'll hang in there and try to motivate me with "100 ways to motivate yourself" written by Steve Chandler. I'm at the fifth way, for your info.

 Anyway, I think I'll be updating less here because firstly, school. Secondly, I'm keeping a daily diary! I'm trying to cultivate the habit of writing an entry every day in the diary to keep track of what has happened and what I've done. It serves as a reminder, a lesson, a journal and an appreciation. Through this habit, I hope to grow to be a better person. At the end of this year, I will read this diary again.

 That's about it for today, so bye!

 -Jing Yi

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