Family
Living with someone everyday isn't easy at all, your family members are no exception. Thus this is when you need to be more patient and understanding towards them because you will be living with them for a long time.
For me, coming back home makes me really happy, I mean other than the fact that my bed is at home. Coming back home makes me feel like I can finally be myself, like I can just do whatever I want without being judged. Also the perks of coming home is that I get to enjoy my granny's cooking! I have two older brothers and seriously I don't get why they can be so bipolar at times. At times, they tend to be really good to me, but they can also act like I'm their enemies. Seriously, the women in this household aren't as bipolar as them LOL. I'm starting question about our gender.
My family indeed is a unique one. Through my friends, I saw that not many of them experience what I mostly experience at home. It's so different that I'm actually shocked.
My family has given me lots of love, perhaps it might be because I'm the youngest? Though I bicker a lot with my brothers but I can feel that at times, they really do look out for me a lot. My grandparents and parents too, they really take good care of me and I'm really thankful about it. I don't really show it to them like how they show it to me because I feel really like awkward at times.
My family has brought a lot of laughter to me. I guess it's in the genes? It seems like everyone is just funny in my family. It's like if I'm skinny, I would have magically grow abs through laughing, yeah but I'm fat xD (LMAO I was thinking why my song isn't playing and I found out that I forgot to unplug my earphones) To be honest, I'm really thankful that I'm born into this family. It's like my family has this positive vibe that it's unable for you to actually feel sad or cry. It's a good thing I guess?
My family has made me very irritated. Okay not exactly everyone of them, perhaps I'm aiming this at my brothers. ARGH. They need to know I have my own life too, they have to stop disturbing me at times when I'm doing my own stuff. Also they need to stop ordering me around!!! I'm not their maid for god's sake. Maybe because we bicker since young, I've been really jealous of my friends because they are super close with their brothers. Like, they can go out with their brothers and their brothers will take selfies with them. For me, it's like a no-no from both of them lol. I've never went out with them alone before neither did we take selfies before. So probably if I were to die tomorrow, this will be one of my regrets in life. My mother and father are really close with their siblings though, it just kind of hits me that why can't I be close with my brothers too? Maybe because we are all growing up and we are starting to mature, there's some slight difference now as compared to the past. They start talking and joking with me more but their annoying habits hasn't really died down yet. Oh yeah, and I really hate it when people in my family fight with each other. It just makes me scared and I don't really share that feeling with people, so whenever I keep it in it makes me feel really uncomfortable. I just hope for everyone around me to get along.
In all, I'm glad that I'm born into this family. Though sometimes I get so irritated that I want to leave this house but come to think of it, this house has really made me a very matured kid. Perhaps because I have no sisters to share my true feelings (I share some of my feelings with my cousins) I tend to like keep things to myself a lot and I would always try to make people around me happy because my whole family is always laughing and smiling, so it's weird to face a bunch of sad-looking people.
I think family is where your happiness truly lies. Because other than my idols and friends, my family members are the ones who make me feel that whatever shit I went through was worth it. No matter what, I know that my family members will always be with me throughout my whole journey so I really hope that they all live a long life because I really wouldn't know what to do without one of them. A family is a complete set!
Jing Yi
For me, coming back home makes me really happy, I mean other than the fact that my bed is at home. Coming back home makes me feel like I can finally be myself, like I can just do whatever I want without being judged. Also the perks of coming home is that I get to enjoy my granny's cooking! I have two older brothers and seriously I don't get why they can be so bipolar at times. At times, they tend to be really good to me, but they can also act like I'm their enemies. Seriously, the women in this household aren't as bipolar as them LOL. I'm starting question about our gender.
My family indeed is a unique one. Through my friends, I saw that not many of them experience what I mostly experience at home. It's so different that I'm actually shocked.
My family has given me lots of love, perhaps it might be because I'm the youngest? Though I bicker a lot with my brothers but I can feel that at times, they really do look out for me a lot. My grandparents and parents too, they really take good care of me and I'm really thankful about it. I don't really show it to them like how they show it to me because I feel really like awkward at times.
My family has brought a lot of laughter to me. I guess it's in the genes? It seems like everyone is just funny in my family. It's like if I'm skinny, I would have magically grow abs through laughing, yeah but I'm fat xD (LMAO I was thinking why my song isn't playing and I found out that I forgot to unplug my earphones) To be honest, I'm really thankful that I'm born into this family. It's like my family has this positive vibe that it's unable for you to actually feel sad or cry. It's a good thing I guess?
My family has made me very irritated. Okay not exactly everyone of them, perhaps I'm aiming this at my brothers. ARGH. They need to know I have my own life too, they have to stop disturbing me at times when I'm doing my own stuff. Also they need to stop ordering me around!!! I'm not their maid for god's sake. Maybe because we bicker since young, I've been really jealous of my friends because they are super close with their brothers. Like, they can go out with their brothers and their brothers will take selfies with them. For me, it's like a no-no from both of them lol. I've never went out with them alone before neither did we take selfies before. So probably if I were to die tomorrow, this will be one of my regrets in life. My mother and father are really close with their siblings though, it just kind of hits me that why can't I be close with my brothers too? Maybe because we are all growing up and we are starting to mature, there's some slight difference now as compared to the past. They start talking and joking with me more but their annoying habits hasn't really died down yet. Oh yeah, and I really hate it when people in my family fight with each other. It just makes me scared and I don't really share that feeling with people, so whenever I keep it in it makes me feel really uncomfortable. I just hope for everyone around me to get along.
In all, I'm glad that I'm born into this family. Though sometimes I get so irritated that I want to leave this house but come to think of it, this house has really made me a very matured kid. Perhaps because I have no sisters to share my true feelings (I share some of my feelings with my cousins) I tend to like keep things to myself a lot and I would always try to make people around me happy because my whole family is always laughing and smiling, so it's weird to face a bunch of sad-looking people.
I think family is where your happiness truly lies. Because other than my idols and friends, my family members are the ones who make me feel that whatever shit I went through was worth it. No matter what, I know that my family members will always be with me throughout my whole journey so I really hope that they all live a long life because I really wouldn't know what to do without one of them. A family is a complete set!
Jing Yi
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