Short Update.

Just a short update amidst my busy exam week! Has it been long after my previous post? I don't know since I didn't count hahahahaha.

Anyway 4 more days to a year of my blog! To be honest, I never thought that my blog would last for this long! In the past my blogs last for at most like 3 months? Ya I know, it's kind of pathetic xD

Other than the one year anniversary of my blog coming up, we have MY BIRTHDAY! Just exactly 2 months away from now!! YAY!
[I just realised how YAY looks like a crying face lol]
So basically like last year, I have no plans for it! I have though... But I don't think I'll be doing it. I mean doesn't it usually happen? Like you have things planned but you just don't do it. Yeah... I actually thought of buying flowers and giving it to random strangers to brighten up their day or maybe visiting an orphanage. Okay whatever let's see how it goes HAHAHAHAHAH.

So basically my comp is still down, and currently I'm using my phone to blog :( Hopefully after exams; my parents will find some dude to help me fix it :D

Lastly,
{which is probably gonna be the longest part for this blog post hahaha}
This past few days hasn't really been that kind to me... I don't know hahahaha. I get sad LIKE SO FUCKING EASILY. Do I usually swear in my posts? :o But if you guys know me in real life, I swear a lot so yeahh okay now you guys know :) So basically ya overall I'm just sad. It's okay though because I know this feeling is going away very soon! I can't really stay unhappy for long, guess it's my nature! Sometimes I'm seriously glad for this blog, it's like everytime I blog, I feel happier, it's like without any reasons. Maybe blogging brings me to another world where no one can enter hahaha. 

Because my comp is not working and I'm using my phone to blog, I'll end this post with a short dedication to my granny instead of sharing videos hahahaha. Oh ya! Talking about videos, /SILENTLY WHSIPERS SORTED FOOD/ CHECK OUT SORTED FOOD OKAY? I SWEAR THEY HAVE THE YUMMIEST RECIPIES.

To my very beloved granny:
Thank you for always being there for me. Without you, there wouldn't be me today. That day when I was totally upset, you came into my room telling my mum how you enjoyed seeing me smiling and laughing whenever I return home. You don't know how much I wanted to cry at that point of time. Nobody ever once told me that my laughters were like music to their ears and my smiles were like an art piece. Really thank you so much. Ever since I was young, you showered me with lots and lots of care and love. After hearing your words the other day, the thought that "maybe I was an unwanted child" soon flew away, thank you for always making me feel loved. Granny you are one of the person who truly deserves my smile, hence I will always remember to smile for you :) Stay healthy granny! 
-Love, 
Your very grateful granddaughter, JingYi :) 

 This probably didn't turn out as short as I would be! Hahaha but anyway I've reached the end of today's post! And the last thing I want to clarify is that, I really love my family and my family is the best thing that god has ever given me. It's just that sometimes when you are down, negative thoughts just comes to you, making you feel like you're an unwanted child. No child is unwanted on mother earth! The thought is only temporary, so hopefully all of you will open up your eyes and see what your family is doing to support you behind your backs!

Till my next post, stay happy & healthy! :)

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