Jingles

With all these results coming out, I can't help but to feel really disappointed in myself. I feel like I've let so many people down. Before anyone of you comforts me, the point is that I was never the girl with good grades, I was more like the girl with bottom 25% and so people around me and myself, don't really have very high expectations of my results. When I got back my results the other day, I couldn't describe exactly how I felt. I was happy that I got an average result, but at the same time, I felt like shit because I wasn't expecting to get a D7 for my higher mother tongue since Chinese has always been the stronger language. I felt like shit for the entire day as well as the next few days. Because of my higher mother tongue, I wasn't able to get into the school I want. It sucks big time, the school is just freaking two bus stops away from my house. My parents, though, I could see that they were proud of me for being able to get such a score because like I...

Brand new year but the same old me! The same old me who constantly has a lot going on in her mind, the same old me who likes to bake and cook, the same old me who is afraid of lizards, cockroaches and clowns, the same old me who is always lazy, the same old me who likes to sleep, the same old me who needs to blog about her feelings. There's definitely a lot of things going through in my mind now. The worse part of it is that all of them needs a closure which means I have to make decisions on those matters. I tried to avoid those matters by not thinking about it too much but at the end of the day, it just comes back. I used to struggle a lot when it comes to making a decision. Always fearing that I will hurt someone when I make up my mind. I bet all of you reading this share the same sentiments as me. Making decisions are never easy. Also, I believed I've talked about the topic of making decisions in my early blog posts and I always believed that as long as your decision mak...