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Went for night cycling last night with the same old usual scouts and it was absolutely the best one I ever had. I was kinda pissed at first, for having to wait for the rest of them for almost one hour but as soon as I saw them, the anger faded. We embarked on our journey at about 10pm, starting from East Coast Park then through the park connector to Marina Bay followed by Clarke Quay and crazy road expeditions to Kallang before heading back to East Coast at about 5.30am. The route was kind of free and easy, unlike the previous I went for. Though the company wasn't as large as the previous one and the route was much simpler and short, to me, this night cycling was way better and way more enjoyable than before. I was kind of fascinated while cycling because I wasn't expecting much people on a Tuesday night. Despite having to work the next day, there were still many people around Marina Bay and Clarke Quay, chilling after work. For me, I thought 12am would be kind of late ...

I've been 16 for a week now and obviously everything is still the same except for the number is written beside my age and the fact that I can watch NC16 movies now. Last week, I had a party for my birthday and I'm really thankful to those who made a trip down to celebrate that special day with me. To those who didn't it's okay because you all still remembered to wish me and send me cards, big thanks! Before the party, I was pretty worried about how thing's wouldn't go according to plan and all but luckily everything was going well and overall the party was a big success! My friends actually surprised me and I'm really grateful, some decorated the wall with our favourite memories and some sang a song for me. Overall I was really touched by their efforts and, of course, thankful. Big shout out to the friends who planned and of course to my parents who helped me arrange so many things! Thank you, everyone, for showering me with lots of love and well wis...

We are finally done with the 8th ASEAN Para Games 2015! It was indeed an one of kind experience and if given the chance again, I would definitely volunteer for it. At first, when I signed up to be a volunteer for the Para Games, I was skeptical about what the website had promised. Hence, I went for the training and the first day of volunteering without expecting much. When I went to my designated venue, I was kind of nervous because I'm afraid I would unintentionally offend the athletes due to our physical differences. I braced myself as athletes started to fill up the venue. My first impression on them had got to be, friendly. Despite the nervousness they had due to their upcoming competition, they still smiled and treat us, volunteers with respect rather than to take us for granted and treat us like their personal maids. I remembered how nervous I was when I had to come in contact with an athlete who has half an arm. He asked for two bottles of water and held out that half ar...

At times like this, I can't help but think how pathetic my life is. Nothing seems to be going right, I feel like nowadays I keep bringing people not smiles nor laughter but irritation, anger, and sadness. I don't know whether it's me who brought such state to myself or people have simply stopped giving a damn about me. I feel so damn tired of everything and to add on, I think I'm falling sick soon. Every aspect of my life was going well a few weeks before I had my O's. I guess I had it too well and that's why everything is going downhill. When O's was approaching, things started to get bad, I felt unhappy but I kept it to myself thinking that everything will be fine after awhile. Not understanding why and how things just got so bad now that I can't seem to see the end of this misery. Telling my friends about my problem used to be the way to make me feel better, but somehow I can never find the right time nor the right person to say my problems to. I...

Took me exactly 28 days to be back here again! Within these 28 days, so much has happened and I can't wait to fill all of you up on it! Let's see... Where should I start? Firstly, I've FINALLY graduated from ZHONGHUA!!! My wish for these past 4 years definitely has to be graduating from ZHSS. It's so surreal that my wish finally came through, I'm just gonna miss a few groups of people, though. Hopefully, the end of my secondary school journey doesn't mean the end of my friendship with the teachers and my friends! In case you all are wondering why didn't I mention about prom, it's because there's really not much to talk about, other than how my whole prom was walking around, taking pictures and talking. Next, my trip to HongKong has ended!!! I came back one week ago and kind of missing it right now because of the mountain of mixed feelings I'm feeling right now. HONGKONG WAS SO CAREFREE FOR ME. Okay so allow me to talk a little about HongKon...

Funny how my previous post and current post have like the same title but different atmosphere (????) Huh and HOHOHO, HAHAHAHAHAHHA I'm finally coming into the last week of O's and then I'll wave goodbye to schooooooool for 2015!!!!!!!!! I'm so happy that O's is finally coming to an end because this means that I'll have a lot more free time to do the things that I want. I know that previously I've talked about what I want to do, but after reading those again I realise that I didn't have the feel to do some of the things there anymore. So.... I'm gonna update the list again! Holiday Plan: I'm going to turn that fanfiction I've been writing on into a book!!! I'm already a few chapters into the storybook, and so far, I'm really excited for the end product. A little sneak peek here, I've changed the writing style of it and also some parts of the story here and there. Last but not least, my friend, Celine, has agreed to help m...

WASSSUP! Had a pretty depressing outset for the holidays, and a big question mark is often left in my mind for the rest of the holidays. Before the holidays started, I just felt really bothered by a lot of stuff and despite talking about it to a few of my friends, the feeling never really got away. It used to work in the past, though... Not sure why it isn't working now... I tried to reach out to a few of my other friends again afterwards, who were usually the ones I told my problems to first, sadly the timing was just never right and so I just never talked about it. Then, I told myself, "Ohhh, maybe taking a walk in nature does help." So, I went to the HSBC treetop walk with the girl scouts despite the haze ((you know, Adventurous... HAHAHA)), it sort of took things off my mind a little? However, just like previously, it worked for awhile only, then the feeling was back again. Usually, when I'm alone or when I'm like the only kid around at hom...

HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! Okay so right now, if you were to step into the streets of Singapore, you will see a sea of red and encounter sardine-packed transportations because the PUBLIC TRANSPORT IS FREE FOR TODAY! Too bad, I don't think taxis are free today. Though the title wrote SG50, I have to make it clear to you guys now because only the earlier part was about SG50 and the upcoming part of this post are just things I wanna blog about. People used SG50 as an excuse to have 50% sales off so why can't I use SG50 as an excuse to blog right? Firstly, the trip to the zoo a few days back was not bad! I've managed to see the koalas within half an hour unlike those people who came late and had to wait in the queue for 40mins. The koalas just look like they are high on weed, clinging on to the branches and looking at us, so chill, so cool. Other than the koalas, we did manage to see many other animals, just go to the zoo yourself and you will know w...

Managed to avoid blogging for about 1 month and nothing much really happened... #nolife In July: Both my brothers are finally in the army so I'm basically living the "only-child" life right now. My diet plans are failing badly because I just lost the motivation to. My fanfiction is still stuck with that stubborn one last chapter before it ends (I'm a bad author I admit). Had a change of hairstyle, was completely sick and tired of my long hair so I decided to chop them off, and also due to that never-ending hair loss which scarred me terribly, after witnessing that bald patch of mine getting bigger #baldy. Cleared my terribly messy area in the room (took me ONE WHOLE DAY). #SUPERTIRED Officially waved goodbye to all those K-pop news and all, finally came to a point where my K-pop obsession ends. (Maybe it's due to O's or maybe not, maybe I will continue the obsession after my O's or maybe not, I really don't know, let's see how it goes.) ...

I'm not sure whether I've mentioned this before, but I'm constantly struggling to express myself to others. I struggle to show how grateful I am, I struggle to show my affection towards others, and I just keep struggling. People who know me just by that few sentences we exchanged probably thinks that I'm just some "no-brainer" or something like I just speak without thinking in their opinion, which is true at times. And because of this, I constantly feel the need to show everyone that I'm not the way I seem. I'm not that "no-brainer" that you see and interact with, I'm so much more. Very often, I would rant about certain things but that doesn't mean that I don't enjoy that certain thing's presence and all. It might sound contradicting to others and they probably feel like I'm some double-faced bitch but I'm really not. Thus, I feel the extra need to clarify myself every time when I talk about sensitive topics or lik...

Day 6! This day is pretty short because we only did one thing, quite wasted I know but I have to blame it on the harsh weather! We woke up early and headed to apgujeong, where most of the entertainment companies are located! We were a bit lost at first but after confirming our directions we were probably on the right track. My doubts were kicked away when I saw that darn huge Holler, Taetiseo poster!  By right, as a tourist I should be more curious and want to find out more about the SM building, but I'm just too shy so after I took this picture without even exploring more, I just headed off to CUBE café, zzzzzzz. I didn't even bother to find that SM building logo :-( Whatever it is, with regrets, I headed to the CUBE café!!!! On my way, I saw JYP entertainment too! It doesn't look fancy at all, plus if you didn't take special notice of the building, you probably would just walk past it without knowing it is the JYP company. CUBE café is pretty near JYP entert...